the hover and swoop
of dragonflies
sweet effusion of Lavender
I hear and smell
lying on my mother’s bed
it is summer and a breeze
comes through the window
that opens to the Colorado plain
sheer white curtains
flow over me
barely touching me
as if a hint or whisper
requiring stillness
awaiting the next breath
nothing could be as peaceful
as curtains lifting and waving
in and out of half sleep
empty mind I rest
this is what I remember
of my childhood
it will be my last memory
a gift that holds me
even now
sometimes it is the only thing
that reminds me
of who I really am
an innocent girl
housed momentarily
in this wayward stolid form
sometimes it is
the only thing left
after a lifetime of seeking
what is good